Showing posts with label war. Show all posts
Showing posts with label war. Show all posts

Monday, 24 December 2012

December 24th

the drifting crow cloud

amorphous silent passage

memories of war

I saw a huge murder of crows, just drifting high, silent wingbeats, moving on to somewhere new. It reminded me of old wartime newsreels, squadrons of aircraft in the second world war. I thought of my mum who lived through the occupation of Pireas and Greece in the second world war. Did she ever have flashbacks? She was only a little girl. She was scared and hungry through the cold winter. Most of our generation has never had to live through war, I’m grateful and guilty.

Thursday, 13 December 2012

December 13th

 

from the tattered box

as old as me chipped and tired

mum’s nativity

 

I’d enviously

peer at it imagining

the great games I’d play

 

I would shove the sheep

out the stable far from King

Herod’s tyranny

 

And sneakily I’d

position my plastic toy

soldiers to guard Him

 

they’d have shot his men

like in the Victor comics

Budda Budda “Arrghh!”

 

The three wise men would

tentatively approach Him

safe from their grenades

 

my brave company

British commandos mostly

and a few Vikings

 

I’d be told off when

mum’s silent panther steps would

catch me red handed

 

I’d always return

to play the Jesus war game

this year I’ll be good

Saturday, 11 August 2012

August 11th

 

regal vantage point

flags flutter over the green

and battle clamour

Went to the Olympic Football final. What I love about football is the tribalism. The Roman’s loved their spectator sports, with some sort of combat, we’ve just carried on that tradition, without the killing, TV gives us that now. Was great fun. Have thoroughly enjoyed the Olympics. Shame it’s coming to an end.

Wednesday, 18 July 2012

July 18th

 

Fake sweetheart letters

wiping out a lonely life

reborn killed again

I watched a documentary about Operation Mincemeat. In second world war London, a homeless, illiterate, mentally ill man had taken his own life. Ordinarily this would generate no interest, he had no one in the world, there was a war on, he’d be scooped up, put in the mortuary then buried, probably in an unmarked grave.

But, this man inadvertently became something of a hero in death. He was the right man, had the right look and was the right age (34) for British Intelligence. He would be used as a decoy, dressed as a British Officer, dumped off the coast of Spain and be washed up on the shore, in his possession would be supposed “secret” papers detailing an upcoming Allied invasion of Greece (when the real invasion would take place in Sicily). The hope and expectation was that nominally neutral Spain, would pass on these documents to the Nazis, whom General Franco has a cordial relationship with.

It worked, the Nazis moved several divisions into Greece expecting a full scale invasion there. It meant the battle of Sicily was won far easier by the Allies and it probably accelerated the victory in Europe.

But, there’s something so desperately sad about this story. Glyndwr Michael, for that was his name, had no one. He was lonely, illiterate, depressed. His death record listed him as “lunatic”. But in death they breathed a whole full life into him, to give the role his corpse would be playing some credibility. He would become Major William Martin of the Royal Marines. He carried a photograph of his supposed beloved (they named her Pam) and also love letters from her. Which leads to the second part of this sad tale, to me anyway. It revolves around the lady who wrote the fake love letters.

Hester Leggett, the most senior lady in the small team of British Intelligence ladies, cruelly nicknamed “the spin” (short for Spinster) was given the task. Somewhat of an irony to the girls who worked for her it seems. I quote from this marvellous blog post (which is a quote within a quote as they quote from what looks like an excellent book on the subject by Ben Macintyre)

“The job of drafting fell to Hester Leggett, ‘The Spin,’ the most senior woman in the department. Jean [Leslie -- also interviewed in the documentary -- whose picture was used as that of Pam] remembered her as ‘skinny and embittered.’ Hester Leggett was certainly fierce and demanding. She never married, and she devoted herself utterly to the job of marshalling a huge quantity of secret paperwork. But into Pam’s letters she poured every ounce of pathos and emotion she could muster. These letters may have been the closest Hester Leggett came to romance: the chattering pastiches of a young woman madly in love, and with little time for grammar.”

An example of one of her letters also appears in the book (see below). It just made me feel so sad, that this unpopular lady probably had dreams of love and escape at some point in her life, but the opportunities passed her by. And here she was playing the role set for her, pouring her heart out to a lover she not only knew was made up, but also dead!

As for poor Glyndwr Michael, he was buried in Spain with his alter egos name, with full military honours. Until fairly recently, no one knew his real name. But a dedicated researcher, on release of documents under (I believe) the 50 year secrets rule, found it out. Since then, the gravestone in Spain has been updated with a footnote giving his true identity and his name has been added to the war memorial in his home town in Wales. Poor man, in life he had no one, but in death, the unpleasant and frankly disturbing use of his body helped to win the war.

Friday, 1 June 2012

June 1st

 

the scent of jasmine

cicadas sing in the yard 

shooting stars kind smiles

This one talks of memories of Cyprus. Sitting out late, talking, happy times, watching the sky and being so excited as a little boy, when I saw a shooting star for the first time.

One of my aunts died. She was a lovely generous giving lady. Though she had no children of her own, she looked after everyone else with an uncomplaining unconditional duty of love. A refugee (like almost all of my family) who never returned to her home village. Behind the happiness, there was always a deep melancholy, a sense of yearning for the familiar, for even happier times, for old neighbours now scattered by war, for home, for the mountains meeting the sea and the village nestled on the coast. Sadly, my parents generation is slowly getting ill, passing on. As the youngest of all my cousins by far it throws mortality at me, the transience of our time on earth stark and ugly.

Wednesday, 16 May 2012

May 14th

 

The riders gallop

hooves pale death billow poison

a blind man’s visions

I found this song by Aphrodite’s Child. The Greek super group containing both Demis Roussos and the composer Vangelis, prior to them going their separate ways and becoming successful in their own right.

They wrote a crazy concept about about the book of revelation called 666. I believe it was written whilst under the influence of several illegal substances and by the look of their wonderfully portly physiques… cake.

What a tune! Totally crazy! I love the whole pidgin English going down in the lyrics too. And what a guitar solo by Silver Koulloris too. The whole arrangement / song makes me laugh and rock out at the same time! Brilliant and mad!  \m/ \m/ raaaaarrrr!

Friday, 20 April 2012

April 18th


Cinders wind scattered
weeping woman wails for child
lost in the rubble

We went to an evening private view of the Picasso and Modern British Art exhibition at Tate Britain. There was a lot to take in, very interesting how Picasso influenced and overlapped with so many British artists. The piece of art that I’ve focused on however is called Dream and Lie of Franco (1937), it’s a print which he produced to make money for the Republican cause during the Spanish Civil War. Franco himself is depicted as an inhuman beast, a monster terrorising the innocent populace. The weeping woman theme was something Picasso kept visiting during this tragic period in Spanish history. It seems so sad in this work. 

(image from metropolitan museum of art website)

Saturday, 17 March 2012

March 17th

 

The shadow of war

Terror crawls and suffocates

A place of love burns

(image from shauntan.net)

Why do people up sticks and go to live in a new country? There are many reasons of course, but I always feel for those who are fleeing war and poverty. I read Shaun Tan’s “The Arrival” today. Debbie bought it for me for my birthday last year. Tan creates a fantastical world, the art is incredible, the detail is phenomenal. The fact it’s written without dialogue captures that immigrant isolation perfectly, their hopelessness, their inability to communicate, their fear of sinking in the depths of the city they’ve moved to. I’m not exactly happy with the quality of the Haiku, but I wanted to capture something of this beautiful book.

Saturday, 18 February 2012

February 18th

 

Hummingbird darting,

Skims page, Bronze, red cloak flower,

Nectar, Earth, Water.

 

I was writing a blog about one of my favourite books earlier today, Persian Fire. I read it when we were on our honeymoon in St Lucia. Reading about ancient battle whilst sitting watching the hummingbirds flitting about is a beautiful memory.

Today it was hammering it down with rain. February is always the saddest month for me, where winter arcs, where the cold is worst. But March is coming. That means Spring.

Saturday, 28 January 2012

January 28th

 

Vanquished enemy,

Trophy prised from dead fingers,

Jade, Gold, Agate, Blood.

 

On my other blog, I wrote about the Wallace Collection. A photo I took, of an old dagger, seemed to tell a story. A story I’ve made up, and although improbable, not inconceivable either.